So while I was doing my math homework this afternoon-night I was watching Conan O'Brien on Inside the Actors Studio right after watching The Simpsons cast on the same show. Seeing him in a somewhat serious matter was acually not surprising. I know of the whole infamous "sad clown" deely and have, well, realized that I'm in the same personal shoes as those who live off of others' laughter. It's just another reminder, or moreso, a... okay I guess it's a reminder, 'cause I can't think of another word, but anyway, it's just another reminder that motivates me into trying even harder in becoming what I wanna be: a comedic screenwriter/director. I want to be awesome, is all. I want is to make people laugh because I'm naturally a dreary being. I don't want everything around me to linger and drown in dreariness.
Doesn't the term "designated power" intrigue you? It does me. Kind of ridiculous, kind of not.
Today in Philosophy class some girl contradicted my statement (She probably didn't even know she was, the ditz). The whole "life is short" thing is not a choice, it's a mantra. (The teacher wanted to know if optimism comes easily to many of us and I answered "No")Sadness is known because of us. Humans. Nobody would know what sadness is without being. That dumbass. "Life is short". HA, god my generation is fucking ignorant. That last statement itself is a contradiction. Fuck it, I am this generation, too, anyway.
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