What kind of bullshit is this?

I fucking hate stupid ass recoding classes. I'm a fucking WRITER not a damn recording technician.

I'm so stressed out. I don't know what to do.

I just need to calm down. What's been happening is just a huge reality check. I need to calm down. Waiting for things to happen is definitely not the answer to anything. Why did I think it was? I've got to just take action. These two days.. Awful. Plain fucking awful. I'm trying to change and, shit, look at me now. I'm sad as fuck. I'm in the stupid dark. Fuck.