Maybe I'm silent because I'm listening. Or maybe I don't respond because I'm in thought about your last statement. Maybe I'm even biting my tongue in order to avoid a feud between us? Or maybe I'm spacing out and imagining other things because I really don't give a fuck about what you're complaining to me about at the time.
Everyone's got something they're unhappy over. EVERYONE. What triggers unhappiness? Comparison, greed, desire, jealousy.. Problems, minus the death or extinction of someone/something, are temporary.
We're here on this Earth to learn. That's the meaning of life.
It's sad to know that people, including myself, try to escape reality with stimulants because of their unhappiness within it. That limited time in that different state of mind gives us these foreign clashes of emotions. Horrible, godly, suicidal, ecstatic, insanely happy, abstracted.. But when those amazing feelings of careless happiness plays their part you don't feel human. You just feel alive. And that, I think, could be the best thing in the world..
It's all contradicting, I know. But that's life. I'm just another dumbass human afterall.

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