Kapowpowpow

I think I've subconsciously been distancing myself from getting closer to new people. Maybe that's why all of my friends are those from years and years before? With all due respect towards them, I want someone new. Someone I can just smoke out with, listen to Queen with in his car, and do it with. No bullshit-fighting, no seeing each other every hour of the day; just normal laidback and amorous bullshit to do with someone within healthy space. GOD, I miss having a boyfriend. Whenever I'm in a relationship, I'm always playing the stereotypical male role. Why the fuck do I attract needy pussy boys who call me at 4 in the morning and nag at me 'til dawn for not spending enough time with him?

Damn, I sound like a bitch!

I'm gonna be high soon (just smoked and the feeling's kicking in) and watch Pulp Fiction now. I mean, how else would I watch Pulp Fiction?

P.S. I no longer feel strange when I smoke out by myself because I'm well aware that I'm not the only one in the world who does so.

P.S.S. Why the fuck am I writing so properly?

P.S.S.S. I AM BLAZED NOW. FUR TO THE SURE.


Cool.