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I always speak too soon. I miss Trixie so much.. He died last night.. He was always so happy to see me. He followed me everywhere and I never minded. He was there with me throughout those 3 horrible years. All I had was him. Now that those years have finally ended, his being just had to end at just the right timing, right? Ugh.. God this is so unfair..