Dammit man! I hate when I step back and observe. I want to act naturally on a whim instead. I am never comfortable because I always think that there's something better. Then I start learning about the better things and compare it to what I'd already grown fond of through time. Now I'm fucking observing myself.
There are days where doing nothing feels like the time of my life. There are days where I am on my feet all day, mind and money gone, while having the time of my life. There's really no such thing as mediocre to me. I love the highs and lows in every one of my interests, never really the averages. Well hey, at least I'm clean. It's been so long! I'm actually cheesily proud of myself.
Fuck this afterschool special blog. I need some fun right now. BYE!
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