Turned a groupie to an angel when she 8, 7, 6, 5

She and I talked about how we wished we could be like other girls. Then I start processing this in my mind like an asshole/economist, realizing how horrible it would be to be ordinary. Some try so hard to "fit it", even at our age, and it's like.. Why? Hahah, why even try to camoflauge yourself into something so drab and regular? I don't want a life like someone else's.