Turned a groupie to an angel when she 8, 7, 6, 5

They want respect? I fucking go as a sign of respect! I cover my tattoos for them, dress like a douche, I sit there, and stay quiet as fuck as a sign of respect. I have to sit there behind an old lady with a cheap wig on and yes, I do daydream because I don't want to pay attention. Everything that goes on in my head and the lady with the ugly wig just so happen to be extremely funny to me. I can't even smile and look crazy when I'm by myself for like 2 seconds? I have to hear this dumbass 'complaint' through two people who think I'm being overboard disrespectful as well? Dumb shit like this makes me want to relapse all the time. Oh no, I fucking giggled. Shoot me. This situation is plain ol' cosmic humor to me. Being Asian and a mooch fucking sucks