I miss making music.
I hate being happy all the time.
I hate depression but miss it when it's gone.
But I hella HATE being sad.
I hate being with people I don't care to know all day, every day.
I hate being talked to like I'm stupid. It's like if someone talked to me like that in a regular setting I'd straight up kick their ass.
I want September to be today.
I hate having a boyfriend.
I also love having one temporarily.
I miss being a troublemaker who didn't give a shit about anything anyone thought.
I miss feeling like I could take on the world.
I think its pointless that I learned the French language.
I hate having a job that isn't a 'stare at a wall' type.
I want to start doing drugs again.
I miss slowly killing myself some days.
All that shit, I don't even need.
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