Turned a groupie to an angel when she 8, 7, 6, 5

Ughhhhhhh I need to accept what's good instead of feeling like I'm not worth having it. Guilt comes so naturally to me but now that I realize it, it's time to enjoy life 'cause that itself aint worth shit. I've got a so-so family (better than a lot of other families), I've got the best friends I've known since before puberty, I have my dream man, and I've got a Subway sandwich. Support, fun, love and sex, and food. That's the life.