Whoa

Listening to The Strokes makes me remember last year. Dear fucking God. The very first line made me remember everything that happened dude. I felt my heart break all over again haha, literally. It still makes me sad. I've tried to blank it out and I guess I was so good at doing it that I had literally forgotten him. Damn The Strokes. I guess it all still makes me sad 'cause I know I'm never gonna get any closure. As lame and as temporary as it was, it still hurts me inside. I really did care about him. I don't think that kind of emotion towards someone ever goes away actually. For me at least. And then after all of him my dumb ass went onto the wrong fucking road with the wrong damn person. Don't even get me started on that..

I've got someone who treats me better than they ever could anyways and the present is all that matters. All that should matter right now at least.. I've got an obsession with love. It's a problem