You can only stay content for so long. I've forgiven everyone, gotten over everything, became happy as hell, but then of course things went downhill again. I try to be a good daughter. I've tried to be a good girlfriend but I can't help but not want to be clamped down. The only thing I'm good at maintaining is friendship and writing. I can forgive everyone else but myself and that is just the lamest, most self-centered, most pathetic thing in the world.
The only guy I have ever really loved is the only one I have walked away from. That shit eats me up to this day. I've only got one dad and one mom and I want to walk away from them. What the hell is my problem?
I just don't wanna act brash just 'cause I'm mad now. Ugh.. I just need a few days..
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Hi how are you?
ReplyDeleteI was looking through your blog, and I found it interesting, and inspiring to me, so I thought why not leave you a comment.
I too have a blog that I use out of Southern California here in San Diego.
Mostly it is a collection of artistic expression, and I have many friends with the same interests, maybe you can become my friend, and follow, and I can also follow you, if that is okay.
Well I hope to hear from you soon, and or read about you….LOL
Sincerely,
Jesse